ARE YOU KIDDING???  My "Career" is in total chaos!!!!

Don't let looks fool you my friend. I may seem all composed on the outside but, complete PANIC rules on the inside!!!

I'm 60 (bleep) years old, disabled, living off the mercy of others, the IRS still has their teeth in me, I'm scrambling to get the "ART" thing going, my girlfriends all want Plutonic relationships, my wife thinks that's funny, I'm not cool anymore and can't fool anyone into thinking I am....

But...actually,

on some deeper level,

I'm okay with where I'm at.

That "deeper level" is not a

place of introspection, just the opposite.

It's where I contemplate the universe without.

And, I can't shake this feeling that I've got it pretty good.